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  • By: Laura Nowlin
  • Narrated by: Gina Rogers
  • Length: 8 hrs and 37 mins
  • 4.0 out of 5 stars (116 ratings)
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If He Had Been with Me

By: Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
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Summary

An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different....

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. 

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. 

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....

©2013, 2019 Laura Nowlin (P)2020 Tantor

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One of the best books I’ve ever read

One of the best books I have ever read/listened to. The last half an hour had me sobbing absolutely perfect

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Predictable

Good book but predictable storyline and a bit slow at times. Overall I’d give it 3/5

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This books ending is a must

nah like I don't cry from books but this had me sobbing in the end like-

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Wouldn’t recommend but not terrible

Quite cliche and overrated. You know how it ends from the beginning and it’s a story that’s been told before with cliche characters. Not terrible but not great in my opinion.

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Good read

It was a quick book to listen to, but enjoyable. Not much depth and not worth the hype. I is definitely for younger listeners (high school scene), and not so relatable as an adult. the character development was a bit obvious and slow.

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Didn’t live up to expectation

After seeing a lot of really good reviews on social media, I thought this would be a good read. The story line in my opinion dragged on, leading to the inevitable ending (I am usually clueless to predicting how things will end but it was blatantly obvious)

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amazing

Best but most heart wrenching book of all time. So beautifully written with characters that deserved so much more. 10/10

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Good but not great

More for a younger audience
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Not a great listen to because of all the he said she said it was far too much!

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mediocre at best

I just felt the book fell short of in depth writing. everything was so simplified and surface deep. would not recommend

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interesting characters

I found Autumn an interesting character but I don't think she was given enough development throughout the story. Finny could have been interesting only we didn't see anything from his perspective. Likewise the mothers hinted at being interesting but we only saw a glimpse of them. I think the ending became predictable as the story went on but it was a good read - I just wish the characters got a bit more development

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