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In the Dream House

By: Carmen Maria Machado
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Summary

Nominated for The Rathbones Folio Prize.

In the Dream House is Carmen Maria Machado's engrossing and wildly innovative account of a relationship gone bad. Tracing the full arc of a harrowing experience with a charismatic but volatile woman, this is a bold dissection of the mechanisms and cultural representations of psychological abuse. Each chapter views the relationship through a different lens, as Machado holds events up to the light and examines them from distinct angles. She casts a critical eye over legal proceedings, fairy tales, Star Trek and Disney villains, as well as iconic works of film and fiction, infusing all with her characteristic wit, playfulness and openness to enquiry. The result is a powerful book that explodes our ideas about what a memoir can do and be.

©2019 Carmen Maria Machado (P)2019 HighBridge, a division of Recorded Books
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"A dark jewel reflecting something startling - familiar and strange." (Guardian)

"Ravishingly beautiful." (Observer)

"Excruciatingly honest and yet vibrantly creative." (Irish Times)

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Great, but missing elements of the written text

This is a really good reading by the author of a book that, as you can see from my ratings, I thought was excellent. But I was very glad that I also had a physical copy of the book, because there are certain aspects that don't come over well (or at all) in the audio.

First, the book has fairly frequent footnotes. Some of these give further details relating to the text, interesting back stories to people and events mentioned, etc., but most of these notes relate to Thompson's _Motif Index of Folk Literature_. Losing these means that one of the points of the narrative is lost: the narrator/author says she 'wanted to believe that my love was unique and my pain was unique' but then she discovers, in researching it, that it is a common story (p.266). The commonality has in fact been foreshadowed throughout by the footnote references to a motif taxonomy, which is entirely absent from the audio.

Second, the book has a chapter called 'Dream House as Choose Your Own Adventure'. In the audio, the reading takes the most direct path through this, which means that that recursive nature of the 'adventure' (the way that the choice is not much of a choice at all) is lost, as are several entries which are on pages that you can't legitimately get to in the choose your own adventure numbering (these pages berate the reader for reading linearly, as if they're trying to break out of the cycle of abuse).

These are relatively minor things to be missing, but they are both innovative and creative features of the book, so it's a shame that neither are present in the audio. My recommendation is to buy the physical book and the audio and enjoy both!

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A stunning memoir - but the narration wasn’t capturing

I know it’s the author narrating this, and I really admire her talent as a writer, but I don’t love her voice on this. It found it difficult to listen to for five hours - her narration style is very one note and also quite depressing.

I did love the book, but wish I’d bought a physical copy and read it that way, rather than listened to it on audible.

A section of this book was on the podcast This American Life, and the actor who read it did a great job. I could have done with that sort of narration reading the whole memoir.

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Read, don't listen

Fantastic plot and beautifully written book. But the vocal fry and the reading cadence always with the same intonation at the end of every sentence made it impossible for me to listen to it. I'll pay for the paper version and I'll read it. I know every penny will be worth it, as it is, no doubt, a tremendous book.

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The best audiobook you will ever buy

Machado's writing and narration are both extraordinary, so to have them together is a special treat that cannot really be described, only spoken about in barely coherent shrieks because it is just that fucking good. listen to this book if you have broken heart. listen even if you haven't. listen for the exquisite, clever, sad, funny, terrifying prose. listen for yourself.

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Validating, heartbreaking, hopeful

Machado asks, “If a tree falls in the woods and pins a wood thrush to the earth, and she shrieks and shrieks but no one hears her, did she make a sound?”

My answer is that the woods are full of wood thrushes, and full of trees falling on them, and maybe if enough of us shriek then eventually the sound will be so loud that it can no longer be ignored by those who walk among the trees.

Thank you for having the courage to share your story, and for validating my experiences, albeit as a straight woman. You have given a voice to those too afraid to speak, and hope to those who are still inside their own Dream House.

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masterpiece

I loved this book. written and constructed in a very powerful and beautiful way. difficult but important theme of domestic abuse in queer relationships

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Beautiful and heartbreaking

I’ve never read a memoir quite like this. It wasn’t at all what I was expecting, the structure of the book took me by surprise, but what a wonderful surprise.

The author’s use of language is a delight. This is a woman who knows words, who loves words, and uses them to paint a picture that is beautiful and horrifying and frightening and eye-opening and beautiful all over again.

The way the abuse unfolds is sinister, and almost camouflaged, and you can see it happening and as the reader you want to stop it, but you can’t, so you sit as a horrified and helpless spectator and watch it all play out. Wishing you could do something, anything, to help.

This is an incredibly brave and important piece of work. I feel honoured to have been able to read it.

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life changing.

This was perfectly devastating in every way and you have to hear it. download it now.

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Fascinating structure and poetic writing

I feel like the author must write or perform a lot of poetry. Hearing her read her own words brought a poetics to it that I'm not sure I would have picked up reading it myself - a beautiful and unique experience. Others have noted that the narrated intonation can be a bit flat at times but this didn't take away from it for me. As a survivor of trauma myself, I imagine it's hard to write a book like this, let alone read my experiences aloud for an audience. Brave, beautiful and brilliant - from one traumatised lesbian to another!

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