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The One I Was
- Narrated by: Sue Pitkin, Michael Page
- Length: 9 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Literature & Fiction, Genre Fiction
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- Ingrid
- 09-12-16
I am not sure if the story is weak or strong
Would you say that listening to this book was time well-spent? Why or why not?
I am not sure. It was predictable, very predictable. No I wouldn't recommend it
What was your reaction to the ending? (No spoilers please!)
The ending was a bit suprising, but that is all
Would you be willing to try another one of Sue Pitkin and Michael Page ’s performances?
Michael Page, loved himLet put it this way, Sue Pitkin is ok but, and it is a big but, she is horrible as a man or performing a dialect. I really had a hard time listening to her. Just horrible
Do you think The One I Was needs a follow-up book? Why or why not?
Absolutely not. Can't see that there would be anything more to write about with this story
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- sharon
- 18-12-15
Unusually Beautiful Story
I Loved this book! The author was new to me...I took a chance because the synopsis sounded good. It was a GREAT story, very unusual with a very touching ending.
The narrators were excellent .I will certainly look for another book by this author.
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- aab
- 20-11-21
Captivating
This was a captivating and believable story. Gave me a lot to think about that there is an invisible story behind each person.
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- Sybil Brown
- 23-05-21
Great read
I loved this book. It was interesting and very well written. I loved the narrators too.
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- Jan
- 18-02-21
Excellent story and excellent performance!
This book exceeded my expectations. The author's style was engaging and intriguing, and the narrators made the story come to life.
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- Venus is Hooking
- 25-04-20
So-so
I didn’t like the story. It was ok at the beginning but towards the end, I found myself hoping for an ending that would redeem it but sadly, I was like, “That’s it?!!!”
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- PJ
- 07-11-15
brilliant story. moving.
the story was brilliant your captured from the very beginning you laugh you dream you hope you remember if you ever missed anyone are lost anyone you should hear the story
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- Delah
- 29-07-15
Bored out of my mind
About 2 hours in I returned this book. I couldn't finish it. I actually let out a physical yell because I was so frustrated. The book started out interesting w/ a very short interaction of a female narrator in the present (present for the book); then switched to a male narrator for a longer period of maybe an hour which was interesting. Then things took a bad turn when they went back to the female narrator and the "present". Sooo boring. She had some kind of secret and she was not going to let the reader in on it and she was dragging that secret out for all that she was worth and this was really irritating because she was talking about nonsense & stuff like magazines on the dresser & what kind of flowers were in the garden, etc. I MEAN REALLY?!?!? Just get ON WITH IT!!! Thank you, I'm done. On to the next book.
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