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Spoiler Alert: The Hero Dies
- A Memoir of Love, Loss, and Other Four-Letter Words
- Narrated by: Michael Ausiello
- Length: 10 hrs
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: LGBTQ+, Biographies & Memoirs
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- joanna hardiman
- 23-09-18
beautiful
heart breaking and beautiful story of absolute unconditional love.i spent a lot of tears on this one!
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- 23-11-17
Really beautiful and touching
Being English I had never heard of these guys but that didn't matter at all. Very beautifully written, very beautifully read. Funny and heartbreaking in equal meassures.
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- LiseyP
- 11-11-17
Heartbreaking, life-affirming, extremely honest
First off a public health warning - avoid listening to this audiobook while driving. Tear-filled eyes can cause accidents.
Perhaps surprisingly for a book about a one year battle with a horrific and rare cancer, and for which the title lets you know there’s no miraculous recovery, this is a very uplifting book.
The author is unflinchingly honest throughout. Not just about the impact of the disease itself, but about his whole relationship with his husband, the hero of the title. This is a story about a whole relationship, not just an 11-month cancer battle, and it’s exceedingly well told.
Highly recommended listen.
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- Amazon Customer
- 15-09-17
Gritty heartbreaking story of love and grief.
I enjoyed the raw honesty of author. Story narrated by author. You can hear that power of his emotion through his speech.
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- Joyce
- 16-06-18
Read synopsis first
I had heard so many people talk about how good this book is that I just bought it and started reading. Spoiler!! I wasn’t expecting it to be a gay love story where one is destroyed by cancer within a year far too young. I know, the title should have given some of that away. I thought it was a tongue-in-cheek title. It was a beautiful love story and very well written, I just wasn’t ready for a tear-jerker. The last chapter was a little weird and confusing. I typically love when the author reads the book to hear it in the intended inflection, but he was very monotone in the first half and kept putting me to sleep. I did enjoy him reading the eulogy and found it emotional. Good book, but you have to be in the mood for a sad read.
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- M. Hochstetler
- 22-02-20
Spoiler Alert: A Hero Lives, Too
I’ve read Michael Ausiello’s television columns for close to twenty years, so when he first went public with his husband Kit Cowan’s cancer struggle, it was a very personal, very rare and very shocking aspect to learn about his life. So when Michael announced that he had written a book about their fight, I knew it was something that I had to read. This book is equal parts irreverent, vulnerable, funny, heartbreaking, uplifting and gripping. Michael does not shy away for any aspect: from his own childhood insecurities, to the ups and downs of their personal relationship, to the harrowing details of fighting cancer. His ability to tell such an engaging story cannot be under estimated. I am so glad that I chose to listen to this book read by Michael himself. It was like listening to an old friend. One may think that the title gives away the ending, but even I was surprised by the beautiful conclusion.
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- Kindle Customer
- 07-06-18
Words Fail
Incredibly powerful, funny & sad story. Thank you. I enjoyed this so very much.
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- Courtney
- 18-12-17
One of the best love stories
Real. Gut wrenching. Funny. Sad. I felt like I was right there with Mike and Kit as their love story unfolded and then heartbreakingly ended. Seriously one of the best books I have ever listened to.
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- JK
- 11-12-21
Perfection
I loved this book immediately. What a beautiful, funny, sweet love story. Thank you for sharing.
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- vic
- 21-08-21
Truly amazing
I lost count of how many times I became overwhelmed with emotions. Highly recommend. I love it.
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- Amazon Customer
- 18-04-21
Gut wrenching and Heartwarming at the same time
Do yourself a favor and don't put a face to the names, though. So good!
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- Squeege
- 19-10-19
Beautiful and heartbreaking memoir
Be prepared with tissues. This is beautiful and touching love story. It will break your heart. The author does a wonderful job of narrating, as well.
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- Anonymous User
- 05-09-19
Absolutely breathtaking.
An absolutely heartbreaking and beautiful story that reminds you to live with gratitude and love.