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If I Run
- Narrated by: Nan Gurley
- Series: If I Run, Book 1
- Length: 6 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Literature & Fiction, Genre Fiction
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- Sherry
- 23-06-16
Great story, confusing narration
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As usual, Terry Blackstock has written a winner. I have very mixed feelings about the narrator, however. She has a lovely voice, so that wasn't the problem. My issue was with her narration of the male dialogues. She didn't change her voice at all. If I left the book during the main guy's story, it was confusing when I got back to it. It always took me a minute to realize it was his story, because the voice was the same as the female character's voice. It was just weird.
18 people found this helpful
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- decafd1
- 24-03-17
Loved it!
This was an excellent plot with well-developed characters! People who complained about the narrator not changing voices made it sound like she did an awful job; however, I thought she was fine. Pay attention to the titles of each chapter and you will easily know who is speaking. I highly recommend!
14 people found this helpful
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- Kimberly
- 09-07-16
Great Storey
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This book had me on the edge of my seat constantly. I really hope that there is a sequel. The way it ended left the door wide open for one. I really want to know more about all the characters. The only thing I can ask for is that the reader give each character their own voice. The way she read it, it was hard to tell which character was talking. It made it really hard to follow with there being no voice differences. Other than that I thought the book was very suspenseful and original. I enjoyed it throughly.
22 people found this helpful
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- Lyn Palacheck
- 28-06-16
Excellent thriller!
Would you listen to If I Run again? Why?
I have listened twice now. Tight story line. Keeps my interest with all the twists and turns.
What other book might you compare If I Run to and why?
I like all of the Blackstock books. However, the Newpointe series with the fire chief killing the wives of firemen kept us on the edge of our seats. It was also written well with compelling characters.
Which character – as performed by Nan Gurley – was your favorite?
Aunt Aggie. She makes an excellent contrast to the points being made in the story.
Who was the most memorable character of If I Run and why?
Casey. I can identify with her struggles and her thoughts of giving up or forging ahead. She always chooses for God and trying to do the right thing. She realizes how hopeless her life is and knows that she only has God to trust.
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- Erin
- 31-07-16
Phenomenal!!
This book is great! A must have! It hooks you in from the beginning and keeps you wanting more until the last words. I can't wait to hear what the author has coming next!
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- “Me”
- 09-07-16
Excellent story
I've read a lot of terry blackstock books, most I really enjoyed.
This is one of them. Ready for the sequel!!
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- Marnie Williams
- 09-04-16
loved it!
I loved this book. this is my second read. I wanted a refresher in the book before I read the next one in the series. I'm excited to started "if I'm found".
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- Glenn Perry
- 25-07-16
Amazing Story
It starts off a little dry and leaves you questioning how good this will be! Stick with it! Incredible story!
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- NH
- 16-11-19
Now my favorite author
This is my second time through the If I Run series. Although I have since read lots of Terri Blackstock’s books, this continues to be my favorite. She writes with lots of intrigue without using filthy language and sexual content. I appreciate that.
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- Nila
- 18-07-16
Story line grips you from the first paragraph
Terri Blackstock has become my favorite author. Her use of vivid words and delving into the characters, make the fictional work seem real. She writes with Character and Conviction. Do yourself a favor and collect her works.
3 people found this helpful