Contains sexual content. This full-length novel is for adults over age 18 only.

Jelena's Journal #1: I was the good Amish girl until I met Trent, left my family, and moved in with him. I thought he was perfect until I came home early one day and found him with our neighbor in our bed. Then my best friend confessed she had slept with him, too, along with plenty of others. Brokenhearted, I left and started anew - a fresh start that leaves me breathless just thinking about it.

Jelena's Journal #2: I flew off to Paris, determined to find myself and have a sexy fresh start. The moment I laid eyes on Blaize, the world stopped, and confusion set in. While I like him, I'm scared, because he makes me feel things I never knew existed.

When he touches me, it feels like the stars kissing the moon. If only I wasn't out to rediscover me, then maybe Blaize and I could have something more than just incredible sex. While my heart wraps around Blaize and holds tight, my head tells me to forget him. I try, but I know I have changed in a big way just by meeting this sexy man. And the things he does to my body…wow.

Jelena's Journal #3: Blaize rescued me again. The sex is great; he does things to my mind and body that no one else has ever done. And that's the problem. Am I ready for this? Do I stay or do I run?