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I Love You but I've Chosen Darkness
- Narrated by: Kristen Sieh
- Length: 8 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Literature & Fiction, Genre Fiction
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Summary
A darkly funny, soul-rending novel of love in an epoch of collapse - one woman's furious revisiting of family, marriage, work, sex and motherhood.
Since my baby was born, I have been able to laugh and see the funny side of things. a) As much as I ever did. b) Not quite as much now. c) Not so much now. d) Not at all.
Leaving behind her husband and their baby daughter, a writer gets on a flight for a speaking engagement in Reno, not carrying much besides a breast pump and a spiralling case of postpartum depression. Her temporary escape from domestic duties and an opportunity to reconnect with old friends mutates into an extended romp away from the confines of marriage and motherhood, and a seemingly bottomless descent into the past. Deep in the Mojave Desert where she grew up, she meets her ghosts at every turn: the first love whose self-destruction still haunts her, her father, a member of the most famous cult in American history, her mother, whose native spark gutters with every passing year. She can't go back in time to make any of it right, but what exactly is her way forward? Alone in the wilderness, at last she begins to make herself at home in the world.
Bold, tender and often hilarious, I Love You but I've Chosen Darkness reaffirms Watkins as one of the signal writers of our time.
Critic reviews
"There's some kind of genius sorcery in this novel. It's startlingly original, hilarious and harrowing by turns, finally transcendent. Watkins writes like an avenging angel. It's thrilling and terrifying to stand in her wake." (Jenny Offill, author of Dept. of Speculation and Weather)
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- Geraldine Sexton
- 27-03-22
A non-story, waste of a credit
I never give bad reviews but I'll make an exception here....I have nothing positive to say about this book. The story lacks any plot, fluidity or likeable characters. Very limited range of voice of reader. Boring, pointless musings and causes confusion when the story jumps back and forward in time. Really not worth reading the blurb even. This is the worst book I've ever read or listened to. I'd give zero stars as a rating if I could
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- Anonymous User
- 07-02-22
Dark but good
I just liked it. It was sad and freeing and interesting and insightful. Possibly not for everyone, but really, really good.